What I want??

A small question just comprising three words..."WHAT I WANT ? " yet one of the toughest question which I have faced at every step of my life.....This short question deserves the longest answer ever because there are unending expectations of  a human life...... sometimes honest...sometimes nasty....and sometimes innocent ....

I am also at the same end...Since my childhood ... my each day gives birth to a new aspiration of life...
I remember those days when I longed to be a cardiologist.....because those nasty  medical weapons and those crystal white coats of the doctors attracted me a lot....and just about a month later i found a new aim budding inside my heart...It was the wish to be a jewellery designer......I was always interested in my mothers accessories...i always made sure that every jewellery she wore matched with her dresses...I always tried to bring new designs for those golden necklaces......

Apart from all these long term goal....there are many small achievements.....Like....Whenever i see a small hut surrounded by trees on the highway..I want to live in that hut.....Whenever i saw beautifull swans playing in water...I want to be one of them.......Whenever i come across those tiny birds making their nests...i want to be like them so that i can fly high uptowards the clouds....I want to be with each and every little beautiful thing which holds a beautiful place on this earth....
Sometimes i long to be a white angel with a magic wand so that i can take all the pains of my loved ones and sprinkle all the happiness upon them....
I am the twinkle of my dad's eye  and sometimes I want to live that moment again  by being the same little newborn child in my dad's arms....I again want to be the adorable little angel of my mother who loved to hold my finger to make me walk....I want to be spend my life with the most adorable person on this earth..who can understand my silence...who can stand besides me at every dark hour of my life....who can be my best friend ever.....with whom i can laugh out loudly without any care of the crowd...i can declare with pride that.."Look..Hez mine" .....I want to be with him at every step of the coming years......
There are nonending uncountable aspirations in my heart and i want to fulfill all of them.....I want to live all these coming years with the memories of the yore ,a smile on my lips and bundle of other budding desires of my life......I WANT IT...